I, Fariss Haiqel Boulala came to life on 21st February 1991, only God knows why.
Since then, Bengali, Malay, Chinese, Javanese, and football are in my blood.
I'm 1.82metres tall. I'm not heavy but I consider myself a heavyweight in my own world.
I do anything I want and I'll do anything to get what I want.
It's not that I can't accept defeat. I'm just born to win.
I'm as ambitious as Hitler. Fear me not though. I'm a nice guy, really.
But try me if you insists. I would love that.
Busuk, gemuk, boncit, melekit, masam, bodoh, lebar, berat sampai jatuh dalam bush pon tak boleh bangun. Haha!! Bahan kekek!
Shadam is our favourite entertainer. He is really funny and cute but he can be annoying and get in your nerves at times. We have so many videos of Shadam being dumb, we can compile them and post it on Youtube. Confem 5 star rating! Enjoi.
Friday, March 27, 2009
The past two days have been awesome! Spent time with my closest companions. I had a great time. I just feel happy. I dont know why. Lots and lots of smiles and laughter. Laughter is the best medicine ehy, Zaffan, Kiong, Syahiran. Haha! I'm enjoying a healthy lifestyle. Or not?
Went out with Sukashi yesterday. Nak tengok movie tapi tak feeling. So we just ate, drink and lots of walking and talking. Walk, walk, walk sampai kaki dah tak boleh tashan. And something embarassing happened but someone wants to keep it secret. So my mouth is sealed. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sumpah kekek. I had great time, no doubt, Thanks, Sushi. Next time we walk to Taiwan.
Today, me and my partners in crime, Zika and Sya went to Expo to buy some clothes. Feels great cos I haven't been shopping for ages. We bought loads of stuffs. And I'm hungry for more. Cos kacheng is on Tuesday. Pathetic amount though. Fuck FAS! Then went back to our hometown to laugh and laugh and laugh until Zika broke his newly-bought Adidas slippers. Even managed to meet the boys from Art Park and played street soccer. So 2 days well-spent. No regrets going missing from training. Project RunAway successful. Thanks to my happy pills!
Thursday, March 26, 2009
So how many times can you juggle a coin stuck on your forehead, using your eyebrows?
Or rather without the coin.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Today, I only had 5 hours of sleep, 1 meal and 1 extremely tiring match. Yes, extremely. My lungs feel like bursting right after the match and I felt like fainting while on the train. And untill now, my legs feel like jelly. My brain is telling my body to take a rest. But I'm just not used to sleeping early. Should I turn in? Sleeping is boring. You, please appear in my dreams.
National U-21: 0, National U-18: 0
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I was already soundly asleep at 1am. Something rare. I'm Batman. I don't sleep early. And then something disturbing woke me up. And now, I can't sleep. WTF!
Adults. They blabber about this and that but yet they can be stupid at times, doing things that do not reflect their age at all. I like to think about the future. I like to imagine who I would be in the coming years. And I wonder how things would be when I get married one day, if I ever get married. Damn, of course I'll get married. Okay, the point is, when I'm old, I'll look back at things I'm witnessing now and it would help me make better decisions. Choices, they come every second. And in a day, a normal human being would only get half of them right. But usually, the wrong choices leads to a better future. So have faith in yourself. Everything happens for a reason. Besides, mum once told me, "when God takes something away, it could only mean he's going to give you something better."
My back injury is haunting me again. This time on the left side. And I think I have a loose left ankle and left knee. Everytime I bend my knee for a long time, I feel a strain but it dissapears after some time. And everytime I rotate my ankle, it produces crack sounds. I can do it repeatedly but the crack sounds just won't give in. And any slight wrong move on my left knee and ankle would cause so much pain. I think all the veins on the left side of my body are tangled up. So what? I can run, jump and kick, so I'll be playing tmr's friendly against the U-21s. And I will impress. Inspired by a video recommended by Clement. Thanks.
This is totally unbelievable. The miracle of all miracles. I managed to pass all my modules. Confem lecturer kasi muke nye.
Welcome to year 2, Fariss. And hello freshmen! Welcome to poly.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
It's the first day of my own personal campaign. And it's definitely not as easy as I thought it would be. Sumpah! My lungs felt like bursting and my throat felt like nothing could flow smoothly through it. So I gave up. I had to. Felt so much better after I had my first stick. Smoked 2 and a half sticks in total today. A good friend of mine gave a useful advice. Cut down first then slowly quit. Quitting instantly would only harm my body. I'm just going to quit buying for a start. I'm taking the advice. Cut down! Thanks, bro.
"Jangan tunggu lama2, nanti lama2. Nanti diambil orang" I won't bear to see that. So I did what I had to. Now, I can only hope for the desired outcome.
So many things happened to me recently. I've done things I thought I would never do. Sometimes, I feel I've gone too far. And some things came to me so suddenly, so suprising. Overwhelming I should say. My life has been unpredictable.
On this date, 19th March 09, marks the day of my maturity. It's time I take things seriously. Time to decide what I want for myself. I've forgotten who I was. But now I remember. Dreams, surely they will come true. Not far from now, I'll be somebody.
Please don't offer me anymore of those sticks. I had enough. I'm quitting. Okay, I seriously don't know how. But I think I can. Impossible is nothing, right? This is extremely difficult. I woke up this morning searching for it. If I end up in ICU tomorrow, I love you. Goodbye! Chi Bye!
Monday, March 16, 2009
The past few days have been great. My parents and sisters left for Malaysia and they're still not back yet. So I'm left with myself and brother bear. And we decided to invite a few friends for a sleepover. Okay, not a few. A lot. My house is in such a mess now. Fuck! I hate cleaning-up. Mum and dad, please come home soon. I had enough fun. It's not fun anymore.
So many things happened the last three nights. So happening. Fishing was the best, but I hope that was the last. And Shadam have been a good 'slave'. Thank you. Went to East Coast for BBQ with Arep's/Ali's family. It was almost as good as not going. Cos all I do there was eat and sleep. Macam Barbie.
Met a few friends at Esplanade to watch Mocca and Yunna perform and ended up missing the last train to Boon Lay. Damn funny. But we were lucky enough Asyraff's parents were kind enough to drive us back.
Sukashi, get well soon.
Rainbow so high. So high in the sky. No wonder people would die for it. But I wouldn't.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Was blog-hopping. Then came across my currently favourite song on Nuq's blog. Go Wondergirls!
Wanted to watch Arsenal's champion's league match just now but could only stay awake for the first half. Then I woke up and it was already in the afternoon. I was really tired and the sofa is huge and comfortable. No wonder dad falls asleep there everynight.
I didn't attend training again today. Cabbed to town to accompany Arip buy some stuffs and then we cabbed back to Jurong Point, met Arip's friend, Palin and watched the movie, Push. Good movie I should say. I would rate it 7 out of 10. Didn't really understand why they were after the drug though. And I would like to declare that Dakota Fanning is the coolest young actress ever. Hot stuff! There are more interesting movies to be watched. I feel like going to the cinema to watch more movies everyday. I don't mind going alone, you know.
Text message!
Coach: Can I know what happened to you? Me: I had high fever. Still recovering. I don't think i'll be fit for Saturday's game. Coach: Have you seen the doctor? Me: Yes.
Did I?
Shake tmr?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
It's going to be a short post. You might find this post rather boring. So the above picture taken when I was in lower secondary is meant to add some entertainment. Okay, stop laughing already.
Spent most of my time with dearest Sukashi today. Met her at Lot 1, went to Jurong Point, ate Burger King, ate Sushi with Sushi and accompanied her home. She seemed to be really tired and unwell and she's probably sleeping like a Barbie right now. Kesian.. I'm still recovering from fever and my body needs some rest too. So goodnight, peeps!
Should I start going to training tomorrow?
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
This sickness is getting out of hand. I feel so weak and useless. I feel like the past few days have been a total waste of time. I need to recover asap. Any suggestions? Panadol doesn't seem to work. The only thing I look forward to these days is being on the phone with this cute yet hot girl who can really make me smile. And I feel bad when she doesn't sound happy.
You're irresistable.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
It's Sunday today! My only rest day. And I think I'm falling ill. I feel so weak. Yelah, I legong kan? Siape lah aku?
I couldn't let that spoil my Sunday, though. I left the house for takraw with the boys and the ever annoying Shadam but played only one game and my body couldn't take it anymore. My throat's aching, my nose is blocked, my body feels warm and weak. Fever? I guess so. I'm still going to work tomorrow. I want money.
Had my first prime league game yesterday. Was unexpectedly named in the starting line-up. So upon reaching the locker room, the socks, shorts, warm-up jersey, first half jersey and second half jersey were ready to be worn. And then the match commisioner went in to inspect. So this is prime league. Initially, I wasn't nervous. But the situation made me feel the pressure. It's a whole different standard from the COE league. I think I had a solid performance in the first half but got injured in the second half so I went on to warm the bench up, watching the rest of the match.
Whatever it is, we lost to SAF 3-1 so there's nothing to be proud of.
Peace! I need some rest.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Brother Bear and me were homeless for about 2 days. Okay, tanak over. Not exactly homeless. We just didn't go home for 2 days. Had short naps at nenek's crib. And it's all Shadam's fault. Here's the long, long story (nak type pon malas):
I was on my way home with Nawari from training. As usual, I would meet up the SC guys to chill before I head home. So I called them to ask where they are. While I was on the phone with Arep Small, I heard a commotion at the background. And Arep said, "Naek bus trun pat Westgrove sane. Shadam buat hal! Linca, k bye!"
When Nawari and me reached the westgrove area, Shadam's collar was already torn and he had bumps and bruises on his face. He had stolen Rafie's expensive phone, Rafie's money and Kader's money too. Rafie's phone was sold to a Chinaman. We were so pissed. A few had already throw punches on that fat bastard. What kind of a friend would steal his/her own friend's property for money? So stupid! Reminds me of someone I know in primary school. And it's not the first time that Shadam created trouble and pissed us off. This stinky guy's attitude really stinks. And we just can stand it anymore.
So we got hold of him and he finally admitted. We had a real long talk with him. He kept making up stupid stories and ended up getting beaten even more. Finally, we decide to call his uncle. His uncle agreed to pay Rafie a sum of money. By the time, it was already 3am. So my parents were unreasonably pissed with me and my brother despite explaining that we were busy, helping a friend in need! So we decided to stay away from home until just now.
Shadam, we've been controlling our anger cos we pity you. But sympathy just won't work on you. It makes you worse. So I guess you deserved what you got. Stop troubling your family members and friends. Now you're still interested in hanging out with us. And we don't mind. We're kind enough to accept you. Just stop annoying people and do stupid things.
Okay, it's now over so who cares.. My first prime league match for NFA is tomorrow. And I'm not nervous or excited about it, suprisingly. And see you tomorrow, Sukashi! :)
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Attended NFA's parents-meeting session today. It was so boring and time wasting. And I was the only player without a parent there. No, I'm not an orphan. I mean my parents were busy working. Faham?
Proceed to meet Sukashi before she went to work. LJS at Hougang is hiring. And no I'm not interested, Sukashi. The bandanna the workers have to wear is un-angkat-able and the salary I think is less than 5 dols an hour. Whoever knows of a better job with flexible working hours, please contact me. I need cash!
Dear friend, you're fun but your attitude sucks. Please change. You were fortunate last night. Don't make our fists and foot do the talking. Cos our mouths are tired from giving advices which didn't seem to work.
Busuk, gemuk, boncit, melekit, masam, bodoh, lebar, berat sampai jatuh dalam bush pon tak boleh bangun. Haha!! Bahan kekek!
Shadam is our favourite entertainer. He is really funny and cute but he can be annoying and get in your nerves at times. We have so many videos of Shadam being dumb, we can compile them and post it on Youtube. Confem 5 star rating! Enjoi.
Friday, March 27, 2009
The past two days have been awesome! Spent time with my closest companions. I had a great time. I just feel happy. I dont know why. Lots and lots of smiles and laughter. Laughter is the best medicine ehy, Zaffan, Kiong, Syahiran. Haha! I'm enjoying a healthy lifestyle. Or not?
Went out with Sukashi yesterday. Nak tengok movie tapi tak feeling. So we just ate, drink and lots of walking and talking. Walk, walk, walk sampai kaki dah tak boleh tashan. And something embarassing happened but someone wants to keep it secret. So my mouth is sealed. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sumpah kekek. I had great time, no doubt, Thanks, Sushi. Next time we walk to Taiwan.
Today, me and my partners in crime, Zika and Sya went to Expo to buy some clothes. Feels great cos I haven't been shopping for ages. We bought loads of stuffs. And I'm hungry for more. Cos kacheng is on Tuesday. Pathetic amount though. Fuck FAS! Then went back to our hometown to laugh and laugh and laugh until Zika broke his newly-bought Adidas slippers. Even managed to meet the boys from Art Park and played street soccer. So 2 days well-spent. No regrets going missing from training. Project RunAway successful. Thanks to my happy pills!
Thursday, March 26, 2009
So how many times can you juggle a coin stuck on your forehead, using your eyebrows?
Or rather without the coin.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Today, I only had 5 hours of sleep, 1 meal and 1 extremely tiring match. Yes, extremely. My lungs feel like bursting right after the match and I felt like fainting while on the train. And untill now, my legs feel like jelly. My brain is telling my body to take a rest. But I'm just not used to sleeping early. Should I turn in? Sleeping is boring. You, please appear in my dreams.
National U-21: 0, National U-18: 0
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I was already soundly asleep at 1am. Something rare. I'm Batman. I don't sleep early. And then something disturbing woke me up. And now, I can't sleep. WTF!
Adults. They blabber about this and that but yet they can be stupid at times, doing things that do not reflect their age at all. I like to think about the future. I like to imagine who I would be in the coming years. And I wonder how things would be when I get married one day, if I ever get married. Damn, of course I'll get married. Okay, the point is, when I'm old, I'll look back at things I'm witnessing now and it would help me make better decisions. Choices, they come every second. And in a day, a normal human being would only get half of them right. But usually, the wrong choices leads to a better future. So have faith in yourself. Everything happens for a reason. Besides, mum once told me, "when God takes something away, it could only mean he's going to give you something better."
My back injury is haunting me again. This time on the left side. And I think I have a loose left ankle and left knee. Everytime I bend my knee for a long time, I feel a strain but it dissapears after some time. And everytime I rotate my ankle, it produces crack sounds. I can do it repeatedly but the crack sounds just won't give in. And any slight wrong move on my left knee and ankle would cause so much pain. I think all the veins on the left side of my body are tangled up. So what? I can run, jump and kick, so I'll be playing tmr's friendly against the U-21s. And I will impress. Inspired by a video recommended by Clement. Thanks.
This is totally unbelievable. The miracle of all miracles. I managed to pass all my modules. Confem lecturer kasi muke nye.
Welcome to year 2, Fariss. And hello freshmen! Welcome to poly.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
It's the first day of my own personal campaign. And it's definitely not as easy as I thought it would be. Sumpah! My lungs felt like bursting and my throat felt like nothing could flow smoothly through it. So I gave up. I had to. Felt so much better after I had my first stick. Smoked 2 and a half sticks in total today. A good friend of mine gave a useful advice. Cut down first then slowly quit. Quitting instantly would only harm my body. I'm just going to quit buying for a start. I'm taking the advice. Cut down! Thanks, bro.
"Jangan tunggu lama2, nanti lama2. Nanti diambil orang" I won't bear to see that. So I did what I had to. Now, I can only hope for the desired outcome.
So many things happened to me recently. I've done things I thought I would never do. Sometimes, I feel I've gone too far. And some things came to me so suddenly, so suprising. Overwhelming I should say. My life has been unpredictable.
On this date, 19th March 09, marks the day of my maturity. It's time I take things seriously. Time to decide what I want for myself. I've forgotten who I was. But now I remember. Dreams, surely they will come true. Not far from now, I'll be somebody.
Please don't offer me anymore of those sticks. I had enough. I'm quitting. Okay, I seriously don't know how. But I think I can. Impossible is nothing, right? This is extremely difficult. I woke up this morning searching for it. If I end up in ICU tomorrow, I love you. Goodbye! Chi Bye!
Monday, March 16, 2009
The past few days have been great. My parents and sisters left for Malaysia and they're still not back yet. So I'm left with myself and brother bear. And we decided to invite a few friends for a sleepover. Okay, not a few. A lot. My house is in such a mess now. Fuck! I hate cleaning-up. Mum and dad, please come home soon. I had enough fun. It's not fun anymore.
So many things happened the last three nights. So happening. Fishing was the best, but I hope that was the last. And Shadam have been a good 'slave'. Thank you. Went to East Coast for BBQ with Arep's/Ali's family. It was almost as good as not going. Cos all I do there was eat and sleep. Macam Barbie.
Met a few friends at Esplanade to watch Mocca and Yunna perform and ended up missing the last train to Boon Lay. Damn funny. But we were lucky enough Asyraff's parents were kind enough to drive us back.
Sukashi, get well soon.
Rainbow so high. So high in the sky. No wonder people would die for it. But I wouldn't.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Was blog-hopping. Then came across my currently favourite song on Nuq's blog. Go Wondergirls!
Wanted to watch Arsenal's champion's league match just now but could only stay awake for the first half. Then I woke up and it was already in the afternoon. I was really tired and the sofa is huge and comfortable. No wonder dad falls asleep there everynight.
I didn't attend training again today. Cabbed to town to accompany Arip buy some stuffs and then we cabbed back to Jurong Point, met Arip's friend, Palin and watched the movie, Push. Good movie I should say. I would rate it 7 out of 10. Didn't really understand why they were after the drug though. And I would like to declare that Dakota Fanning is the coolest young actress ever. Hot stuff! There are more interesting movies to be watched. I feel like going to the cinema to watch more movies everyday. I don't mind going alone, you know.
Text message!
Coach: Can I know what happened to you? Me: I had high fever. Still recovering. I don't think i'll be fit for Saturday's game. Coach: Have you seen the doctor? Me: Yes.
Did I?
Shake tmr?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
It's going to be a short post. You might find this post rather boring. So the above picture taken when I was in lower secondary is meant to add some entertainment. Okay, stop laughing already.
Spent most of my time with dearest Sukashi today. Met her at Lot 1, went to Jurong Point, ate Burger King, ate Sushi with Sushi and accompanied her home. She seemed to be really tired and unwell and she's probably sleeping like a Barbie right now. Kesian.. I'm still recovering from fever and my body needs some rest too. So goodnight, peeps!
Should I start going to training tomorrow?
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
This sickness is getting out of hand. I feel so weak and useless. I feel like the past few days have been a total waste of time. I need to recover asap. Any suggestions? Panadol doesn't seem to work. The only thing I look forward to these days is being on the phone with this cute yet hot girl who can really make me smile. And I feel bad when she doesn't sound happy.
You're irresistable.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
It's Sunday today! My only rest day. And I think I'm falling ill. I feel so weak. Yelah, I legong kan? Siape lah aku?
I couldn't let that spoil my Sunday, though. I left the house for takraw with the boys and the ever annoying Shadam but played only one game and my body couldn't take it anymore. My throat's aching, my nose is blocked, my body feels warm and weak. Fever? I guess so. I'm still going to work tomorrow. I want money.
Had my first prime league game yesterday. Was unexpectedly named in the starting line-up. So upon reaching the locker room, the socks, shorts, warm-up jersey, first half jersey and second half jersey were ready to be worn. And then the match commisioner went in to inspect. So this is prime league. Initially, I wasn't nervous. But the situation made me feel the pressure. It's a whole different standard from the COE league. I think I had a solid performance in the first half but got injured in the second half so I went on to warm the bench up, watching the rest of the match.
Whatever it is, we lost to SAF 3-1 so there's nothing to be proud of.
Peace! I need some rest.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Brother Bear and me were homeless for about 2 days. Okay, tanak over. Not exactly homeless. We just didn't go home for 2 days. Had short naps at nenek's crib. And it's all Shadam's fault. Here's the long, long story (nak type pon malas):
I was on my way home with Nawari from training. As usual, I would meet up the SC guys to chill before I head home. So I called them to ask where they are. While I was on the phone with Arep Small, I heard a commotion at the background. And Arep said, "Naek bus trun pat Westgrove sane. Shadam buat hal! Linca, k bye!"
When Nawari and me reached the westgrove area, Shadam's collar was already torn and he had bumps and bruises on his face. He had stolen Rafie's expensive phone, Rafie's money and Kader's money too. Rafie's phone was sold to a Chinaman. We were so pissed. A few had already throw punches on that fat bastard. What kind of a friend would steal his/her own friend's property for money? So stupid! Reminds me of someone I know in primary school. And it's not the first time that Shadam created trouble and pissed us off. This stinky guy's attitude really stinks. And we just can stand it anymore.
So we got hold of him and he finally admitted. We had a real long talk with him. He kept making up stupid stories and ended up getting beaten even more. Finally, we decide to call his uncle. His uncle agreed to pay Rafie a sum of money. By the time, it was already 3am. So my parents were unreasonably pissed with me and my brother despite explaining that we were busy, helping a friend in need! So we decided to stay away from home until just now.
Shadam, we've been controlling our anger cos we pity you. But sympathy just won't work on you. It makes you worse. So I guess you deserved what you got. Stop troubling your family members and friends. Now you're still interested in hanging out with us. And we don't mind. We're kind enough to accept you. Just stop annoying people and do stupid things.
Okay, it's now over so who cares.. My first prime league match for NFA is tomorrow. And I'm not nervous or excited about it, suprisingly. And see you tomorrow, Sukashi! :)
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Attended NFA's parents-meeting session today. It was so boring and time wasting. And I was the only player without a parent there. No, I'm not an orphan. I mean my parents were busy working. Faham?
Proceed to meet Sukashi before she went to work. LJS at Hougang is hiring. And no I'm not interested, Sukashi. The bandanna the workers have to wear is un-angkat-able and the salary I think is less than 5 dols an hour. Whoever knows of a better job with flexible working hours, please contact me. I need cash!
Dear friend, you're fun but your attitude sucks. Please change. You were fortunate last night. Don't make our fists and foot do the talking. Cos our mouths are tired from giving advices which didn't seem to work.
