I, Fariss Haiqel Boulala came to life on 21st February 1991, only God knows why.
Since then, Bengali, Malay, Chinese, Javanese, and football are in my blood.
I'm 1.82metres tall. I'm not heavy but I consider myself a heavyweight in my own world.
I do anything I want and I'll do anything to get what I want.
It's not that I can't accept defeat. I'm just born to win.
I'm as ambitious as Hitler. Fear me not though. I'm a nice guy, really.
But try me if you insists. I would love that.
Named in the starting line-up again. And we achieved another victory. 2-1, the score against Geylang Utd. I think it was a well-fought match. But referee macam cb. Legong nak mampos. Went to town with Ary, Ariff and Zul then to City Hall after that. Zul wanted to get the Liverpool-Singapore tickets. It was unplanned so we were in our NFA kits and people were staring. So irritating. "Pakai baju NFA tapi hisap rokok". And they thought we couldn't hear their remarks.
Very short post. Sorry. I'm bored. That's all I guess. Nights.
I miss having someone to talk to.
Friday, May 29, 2009
I couldn't wake up in time for school again this morning. I woke up in the afternoon and decided to continue sleeping for a while more. Then I spent the rest of the afternoon with Syah the martian. We were at Jurong Point when I recieved a call from an anonymous number.
Caller: Hello, Fariss where are you? Me: Who are you? Caller: I'm Mr Chia. Where are you? Me: Huh? Mr Chia? Caller: Ya, your lecturer. Where are you? (3rd time asking) Me: Oh, ermm.. I'm at Simei, going for my training. (Lie) Caller: You have an excuse letter? Me: I don't know. I don't think so. Caller: Do you know we're having a test today? Me: Yes. Caller: So you'll get zero for your test? Me: Ya, okay. Caller: Bye! (angry tone)
Then the rest of the day went quite well. Table-tennis and street soccer was fun.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
It's 2 and I just woke up. So many bad dreams. Talked about death last night. And whatever we talked about appeared in my dreams. I'm so scared. I need to always treasure my loved ones. Well, bad dreams don't ruin my day though.
I'm not in school again. I missed tests, assignments and many many more. Common test's around the corner. I'm such a failure.
GSS is around the corner too. I need money. I want to shop. My friends are planning for a trip to Lombok. Its very tempting but if I want to go, I really need to start saving up now. I mean now. Its either for GSS or Lombok. Money, please fall from the sky. Or should I plant a money tree in my backyard. Oh, wait. I don't have a backyard. And plants don't grow money, do they? Shit! And I need to seal the expenses for my car license too. God, oh god, why am I not born rich?
Things are not like how it used to be but I still want to be always there for you. I'm not running away.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Good morning people! I just woke up. I'm not in school and I'm not going to school. I think I should consider quitting school before school quits me.
Gonna meet my friends at Arena to play pool. Then I'll go for my training. Enjoi.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Great Day!! Woohoo! We achieved our first win today against Balestier Khalsa. 4-2, the score. And I played the full 90 mins. I'm going to start working hard to be a regular in the starting line-up. I think I can communicate and play well with buddy, Nawari. First-11 all the way! AFC, AFF, SEA Games, HERE I COME! NFA u-18 is going to start winning. Haha! Doesn't sound like me right? I'm a changed man. I'm turning over a new leaf. Baihakki is going to be benched soon. Hehehehehe.... (evil laugh)
Then, i'll move on.
It's the start of a new begining.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Work in school is piling up. Class tests, assignments, tutorials, discussion boards, projects and incoming common tests. My brain is exploding just thinking about school. I have a feeling I'll have to retain at least a module this semester. I think I say that every semester but this time I'm frigging serious. I've never been this indifferent before. And my attendance cannot get any worse. Fuck education, fuck government. Football is my priority now. It's time to show. Now or never. People are watching. I promise if I start tomorrow, I'll make sure I keep my place.
Pleaseexplain clearly. Cos I don't quite know what you want.
I miss you though. Really.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I dont know what to say. Too many things happened today. I tried to be at my best but I just suck at everything I do. I was frustrated, I admit. Frustration builds up into anger. I don't want to vent my anger to anyone. I don't want to lose people I really treasure. I feel like isolating myself for a while. Maybe its just one bad day.
My body feels really heaty now. I'm sweating like a pig with the fan switched on at power 3. And my brain is bursting from headaches. Please, I don't want to fall ill now. Not the right time. Cos I'm looking forward to something. I'm not taking care of my welfare and diet lately. Went for training with an empty stomach just now. Training felt like hell. A lot of running. My mind was somewhere else and my lungs felt like bursting. I had headaches and I swear I felt like fainting. But suddennly, I'm determined to fight for my place. I'm playing for my contract next season. Lets face it, money inspires you. My compatriots are starting to work hard. I need to work harder. I need to realise my commitments. I'll make it big one day.
Screw me. Fuck the world.
Dearest Almighty, I have too many to think about. Only you can decide. Just put me to sleep now.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Absent from school again today. Woke up, ate breakfast at nenek's and went to BBDC for my Basic Theory Test. I was early but I did last minute studies in the bus. I was so engrossed and motivated that I missed about 7 bus stops away from the intended stop. Panic sia! I thought I was going to be late. So I cabbed there and was merely just in time for the test. Pheeww.. So I paid the price of being careless which cost me about 7 bucks. After the test I asked to change my enrolment from P3 manual to P3A auto instead. I had to pay a penalty fee and pay the enrolment fee again. Could have saved 12 bucks if I had been more careful with my decision when I first enrolled. And then I paid another 6 bucks for booking the Final Theory Test. Proceed to buy new boots at Jurong Point after that. Wanted to go Queensway but Asyraf, Hamizan and Ipen paitau. Nabeh! Syahiran jugak jiwe. I'm not very contented with my Nike Tiempo.. Darn! I could have bought better boots if I had not waste money in the first place. Now I'm left with 2 bucks. :(
On the bright side, I passed my BTT on my first attempt. Yeah, so what? It's just a BTT. But I'm happy. Not very easy to get 48 out of 50 questions right. Hope to meet hot stuff tmr. You know who. Heh.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Watching my team leading 1-0 and performing so well makes me want to be part of the game. Its frustrating. But to go in and play the remaining 20 mins just to conceide 2 very late goals is a hundred times more frustrating. What a suckerpunch.
Bad day, some one cheer me up.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
It was about 6am in the morning. Me and my boys were on our way back from our lan-gaming session at town. Then we noticed these two abangs so soundly asleep with their mouths wide open. We tried to wake them up by making noises and laughing loudly but to no avail. The train, by then, had already reached Joo Koon and bounced back towards Pasir Ris. Still, these two were in Lala Land. Having a plan in mind, we all decided to stay with them. And it turned out to be one of our most hilarious moments. An ingenious plan indeed. Enjoi.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Imagine you're playing at a street soccer court bare-footed. You're running at full speed with the ball and then you attempt to shoot the ball at full strength but somehow you miss the ball, slip and lose balance. Your left foot got dragged against the rough surface at some distance and produce so much friction and heat that it tears and wear out your toe nail and skin. And so much blood gushes out immediately. Then you bang hard into the wall. Like magnet. Then about twenty people starts laughing at you but you act like it's nothing and continue playing for an hour more.
I know you're imagining and you're laughing right now. You find it funny? NB CB! Sumpah saket!!! I dont like bathing anymore. It hurts. And I can't train. I can't kick with my left leg but I'll be in trouble if I admit I hurt myself while playing street soccer. How? Cabot training?
Named in the starting line-up again. And we achieved another victory. 2-1, the score against Geylang Utd. I think it was a well-fought match. But referee macam cb. Legong nak mampos. Went to town with Ary, Ariff and Zul then to City Hall after that. Zul wanted to get the Liverpool-Singapore tickets. It was unplanned so we were in our NFA kits and people were staring. So irritating. "Pakai baju NFA tapi hisap rokok". And they thought we couldn't hear their remarks.
Very short post. Sorry. I'm bored. That's all I guess. Nights.
I miss having someone to talk to.
Friday, May 29, 2009
I couldn't wake up in time for school again this morning. I woke up in the afternoon and decided to continue sleeping for a while more. Then I spent the rest of the afternoon with Syah the martian. We were at Jurong Point when I recieved a call from an anonymous number.
Caller: Hello, Fariss where are you? Me: Who are you? Caller: I'm Mr Chia. Where are you? Me: Huh? Mr Chia? Caller: Ya, your lecturer. Where are you? (3rd time asking) Me: Oh, ermm.. I'm at Simei, going for my training. (Lie) Caller: You have an excuse letter? Me: I don't know. I don't think so. Caller: Do you know we're having a test today? Me: Yes. Caller: So you'll get zero for your test? Me: Ya, okay. Caller: Bye! (angry tone)
Then the rest of the day went quite well. Table-tennis and street soccer was fun.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
It's 2 and I just woke up. So many bad dreams. Talked about death last night. And whatever we talked about appeared in my dreams. I'm so scared. I need to always treasure my loved ones. Well, bad dreams don't ruin my day though.
I'm not in school again. I missed tests, assignments and many many more. Common test's around the corner. I'm such a failure.
GSS is around the corner too. I need money. I want to shop. My friends are planning for a trip to Lombok. Its very tempting but if I want to go, I really need to start saving up now. I mean now. Its either for GSS or Lombok. Money, please fall from the sky. Or should I plant a money tree in my backyard. Oh, wait. I don't have a backyard. And plants don't grow money, do they? Shit! And I need to seal the expenses for my car license too. God, oh god, why am I not born rich?
Things are not like how it used to be but I still want to be always there for you. I'm not running away.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Good morning people! I just woke up. I'm not in school and I'm not going to school. I think I should consider quitting school before school quits me.
Gonna meet my friends at Arena to play pool. Then I'll go for my training. Enjoi.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Great Day!! Woohoo! We achieved our first win today against Balestier Khalsa. 4-2, the score. And I played the full 90 mins. I'm going to start working hard to be a regular in the starting line-up. I think I can communicate and play well with buddy, Nawari. First-11 all the way! AFC, AFF, SEA Games, HERE I COME! NFA u-18 is going to start winning. Haha! Doesn't sound like me right? I'm a changed man. I'm turning over a new leaf. Baihakki is going to be benched soon. Hehehehehe.... (evil laugh)
Then, i'll move on.
It's the start of a new begining.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Work in school is piling up. Class tests, assignments, tutorials, discussion boards, projects and incoming common tests. My brain is exploding just thinking about school. I have a feeling I'll have to retain at least a module this semester. I think I say that every semester but this time I'm frigging serious. I've never been this indifferent before. And my attendance cannot get any worse. Fuck education, fuck government. Football is my priority now. It's time to show. Now or never. People are watching. I promise if I start tomorrow, I'll make sure I keep my place.
Pleaseexplain clearly. Cos I don't quite know what you want.
I miss you though. Really.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I dont know what to say. Too many things happened today. I tried to be at my best but I just suck at everything I do. I was frustrated, I admit. Frustration builds up into anger. I don't want to vent my anger to anyone. I don't want to lose people I really treasure. I feel like isolating myself for a while. Maybe its just one bad day.
My body feels really heaty now. I'm sweating like a pig with the fan switched on at power 3. And my brain is bursting from headaches. Please, I don't want to fall ill now. Not the right time. Cos I'm looking forward to something. I'm not taking care of my welfare and diet lately. Went for training with an empty stomach just now. Training felt like hell. A lot of running. My mind was somewhere else and my lungs felt like bursting. I had headaches and I swear I felt like fainting. But suddennly, I'm determined to fight for my place. I'm playing for my contract next season. Lets face it, money inspires you. My compatriots are starting to work hard. I need to work harder. I need to realise my commitments. I'll make it big one day.
Screw me. Fuck the world.
Dearest Almighty, I have too many to think about. Only you can decide. Just put me to sleep now.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Absent from school again today. Woke up, ate breakfast at nenek's and went to BBDC for my Basic Theory Test. I was early but I did last minute studies in the bus. I was so engrossed and motivated that I missed about 7 bus stops away from the intended stop. Panic sia! I thought I was going to be late. So I cabbed there and was merely just in time for the test. Pheeww.. So I paid the price of being careless which cost me about 7 bucks. After the test I asked to change my enrolment from P3 manual to P3A auto instead. I had to pay a penalty fee and pay the enrolment fee again. Could have saved 12 bucks if I had been more careful with my decision when I first enrolled. And then I paid another 6 bucks for booking the Final Theory Test. Proceed to buy new boots at Jurong Point after that. Wanted to go Queensway but Asyraf, Hamizan and Ipen paitau. Nabeh! Syahiran jugak jiwe. I'm not very contented with my Nike Tiempo.. Darn! I could have bought better boots if I had not waste money in the first place. Now I'm left with 2 bucks. :(
On the bright side, I passed my BTT on my first attempt. Yeah, so what? It's just a BTT. But I'm happy. Not very easy to get 48 out of 50 questions right. Hope to meet hot stuff tmr. You know who. Heh.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Watching my team leading 1-0 and performing so well makes me want to be part of the game. Its frustrating. But to go in and play the remaining 20 mins just to conceide 2 very late goals is a hundred times more frustrating. What a suckerpunch.
Bad day, some one cheer me up.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
It was about 6am in the morning. Me and my boys were on our way back from our lan-gaming session at town. Then we noticed these two abangs so soundly asleep with their mouths wide open. We tried to wake them up by making noises and laughing loudly but to no avail. The train, by then, had already reached Joo Koon and bounced back towards Pasir Ris. Still, these two were in Lala Land. Having a plan in mind, we all decided to stay with them. And it turned out to be one of our most hilarious moments. An ingenious plan indeed. Enjoi.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Imagine you're playing at a street soccer court bare-footed. You're running at full speed with the ball and then you attempt to shoot the ball at full strength but somehow you miss the ball, slip and lose balance. Your left foot got dragged against the rough surface at some distance and produce so much friction and heat that it tears and wear out your toe nail and skin. And so much blood gushes out immediately. Then you bang hard into the wall. Like magnet. Then about twenty people starts laughing at you but you act like it's nothing and continue playing for an hour more.
I know you're imagining and you're laughing right now. You find it funny? NB CB! Sumpah saket!!! I dont like bathing anymore. It hurts. And I can't train. I can't kick with my left leg but I'll be in trouble if I admit I hurt myself while playing street soccer. How? Cabot training?
