I, Fariss Haiqel Boulala came to life on 21st February 1991, only God knows why.
Since then, Bengali, Malay, Chinese, Javanese, and football are in my blood.
I'm 1.82metres tall. I'm not heavy but I consider myself a heavyweight in my own world.
I do anything I want and I'll do anything to get what I want.
It's not that I can't accept defeat. I'm just born to win.
I'm as ambitious as Hitler. Fear me not though. I'm a nice guy, really.
But try me if you insists. I would love that.
Here's the only amazing thing I did since my operation. I touched the moon with my crutches. First handicapped man to do so? Neil Armstrong, you better digg this!
My left limb is getting fatter and fatter. Like a balloon filled with blood. I ice it to reduce the swell but it seems to get worse. Baek uh!
Can I wake up and just start walking tmr? Its so difficult and boring to live like this!
Friday, January 29, 2010
Coming Soon
Operation done. You won't see me around but get excited. Batman returns in 6months.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
I'm fasting already. Just a few hours before they put me to sleep and cut my legs open. Pheeewwww.. I'm nervous. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!! Sumpah aku takot! I can't sleep so anyone care to lefaks with me?
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
I seriously don't know what's gonna happen to me tmr. Shout at me, cuff me, lock me up. Whatever. I don't give a shit. Just don't detain me any longer. I have an operation the day after tmr! I'm nervous already. Oh fcuk! Imagine the surgeon with the needle staring at me, knowing he's going to put me to sleep for hours. What if I can't wake up?! Even my mum can't wake me up every morning. Ahhhhhh!!!! So nerved, I'm falling sick already.
Monday, January 25, 2010
I AM JOHNNY DEPP. LIVE WITH IT LOSERS.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Important Dates: 270110, 280110. Life's gonna change for a while. I'll be missing big events. So I wanna live this life to the fullest now. I wanna enjoi cause its the last weekend before I get my hands cuffed again and my knee operated. And school's being such a bitch right now. Wrong timing. But fcuk it, lets do it!
Monday, January 18, 2010
Recently, mum, grandma and aunt, all three cried in front of me, because of me. How can I not be stressed out? And I have so many other stuffs to think about. People used to smile when they look at me. Mum used to boast about how well I'm doing in school. Dad used to boast about how well I can play football. And look what I've become now? Now they look at my face only to find themselves in tears.
And I fuckin lost my contacts again, so ma peeps, please text me and leave me your name. Thanks.
Friday, January 15, 2010
I was handcuffed, locked up and detained for 10 hours. I'm retiring for good. 10 hours in that cell felt like 20hours. I could count how many ants were there. I can't imagine how prison is like. But what the hell. I'll just hope for the best. What happened, already happened. Nothing can be done now other than praying. What happens will happen. Then let it be. The start of 2010 is potentially the end of me. But I have balls to face whatever obstacles in my life. So fcuk it! Yeah, I'm depressed by this. But I just wanna enjoy my one life while I'm on bail.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Besar nye Setan!
Kene petir jugak.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Yeah, I got my hair cut. Didn't go exactly to plan but hell yeah. I'm feeling great so who cares. I always spend my very last cent on my weekends. I actually have to smoke stormking on weekdays. What a loser. Same old story. Boulala's broke again. Here's how you can help: You know the HOTline. Recommend him a decent part-time job. Something for after-school hours. Peace out!
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Axwell. Zouk. Awesome.
Weekdays, I go to school. Saturdays, I leave the world behind. Sundays, I'm in bed dreaming about Saturday.
Friday, January 8, 2010
Someone tell me where the fart can I get these in Singapore.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Khan hooked me up with a true masterpiece. All hail the Bloody Beetroots and Steve Aoki! Well I don't post videos on this blog but all you need to do is click the friggin link. So gogogo! Or Aoki will haunt your dreams tonight. Wooo..
Its not a good start to a new year. I'm as patient as I can be. I don't get pissed out of nothing. I don't beat people up for fun. You know me long enough. I treat you as a brother all along. I appreciate everything you do for me. I have absolutely no grudge for you. I love all my friends. But tonight, you asked for it. I never thought I'd do this to a friend as close as you. I'm sorry. My anger took the better of me. Ice up and please get well soon.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
The last photos of 2009.
Happy 2010!
Friday, January 1, 2010
I had one hell of a night. But most importantly, I had one hell of a year. I had everything packed into 2009. Ups and downs, events affecting the rest of my life, experimenting new stuffs and lifetime memories.
2009 would make a great movie. I've watched myself on international stage, I've watched my dreams shattered, I've watched my hopes crushed, I've watched my future hanging on a thread, I've watched people changed, I've watched myself changed. And surely I got myself welcomed into the real world.
On the bright side, out of all 18 years of my life, this year taught me the most. I've learned why I can't have everything, I've learned to make sacrifices, I've learned to accept setbacks, I've learned to be professional, I've learned to be independent, I've learned to live without money, I've learned how to work my own sweat out for money, I've learned why we should only trust ourselves, I've learned how to differentiate what's fantasy and what's real, what's forever and what's temporary, I've learned why we make mistakes, I've learned how to put myself in people's shoes, I've learned how to understand and I've learned why some things are just not meant to be.
Surely, life is about give and take. I've been giving. Now I wanna start taking. So here are my resolutions:
Get my car license, this time for real. Pass all modules, retain no more. Get my operation done, asap. Get both feet back into football, come back stronger. Go for loads of overseas trips. Try new stuffs, live psychedelic. Make friends. Stay friends with people I know. Stop depending on people. Find happiness within me, not others Have faith in me, not others. Work for my own money. Work hard, play harder. Make my family proud.
This is that one period of life where time flies by without even realising. I wanna make it worth watching. 17 and 18 made a world of a difference. Lets see how much difference 18 and 19 can make.
Here's the only amazing thing I did since my operation. I touched the moon with my crutches. First handicapped man to do so? Neil Armstrong, you better digg this!
My left limb is getting fatter and fatter. Like a balloon filled with blood. I ice it to reduce the swell but it seems to get worse. Baek uh!
Can I wake up and just start walking tmr? Its so difficult and boring to live like this!
Friday, January 29, 2010
Coming Soon
Operation done. You won't see me around but get excited. Batman returns in 6months.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
I'm fasting already. Just a few hours before they put me to sleep and cut my legs open. Pheeewwww.. I'm nervous. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!! Sumpah aku takot! I can't sleep so anyone care to lefaks with me?
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
I seriously don't know what's gonna happen to me tmr. Shout at me, cuff me, lock me up. Whatever. I don't give a shit. Just don't detain me any longer. I have an operation the day after tmr! I'm nervous already. Oh fcuk! Imagine the surgeon with the needle staring at me, knowing he's going to put me to sleep for hours. What if I can't wake up?! Even my mum can't wake me up every morning. Ahhhhhh!!!! So nerved, I'm falling sick already.
Monday, January 25, 2010
I AM JOHNNY DEPP. LIVE WITH IT LOSERS.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Important Dates: 270110, 280110. Life's gonna change for a while. I'll be missing big events. So I wanna live this life to the fullest now. I wanna enjoi cause its the last weekend before I get my hands cuffed again and my knee operated. And school's being such a bitch right now. Wrong timing. But fcuk it, lets do it!
Monday, January 18, 2010
Recently, mum, grandma and aunt, all three cried in front of me, because of me. How can I not be stressed out? And I have so many other stuffs to think about. People used to smile when they look at me. Mum used to boast about how well I'm doing in school. Dad used to boast about how well I can play football. And look what I've become now? Now they look at my face only to find themselves in tears.
And I fuckin lost my contacts again, so ma peeps, please text me and leave me your name. Thanks.
Friday, January 15, 2010
I was handcuffed, locked up and detained for 10 hours. I'm retiring for good. 10 hours in that cell felt like 20hours. I could count how many ants were there. I can't imagine how prison is like. But what the hell. I'll just hope for the best. What happened, already happened. Nothing can be done now other than praying. What happens will happen. Then let it be. The start of 2010 is potentially the end of me. But I have balls to face whatever obstacles in my life. So fcuk it! Yeah, I'm depressed by this. But I just wanna enjoy my one life while I'm on bail.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Besar nye Setan!
Kene petir jugak.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Yeah, I got my hair cut. Didn't go exactly to plan but hell yeah. I'm feeling great so who cares. I always spend my very last cent on my weekends. I actually have to smoke stormking on weekdays. What a loser. Same old story. Boulala's broke again. Here's how you can help: You know the HOTline. Recommend him a decent part-time job. Something for after-school hours. Peace out!
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Axwell. Zouk. Awesome.
Weekdays, I go to school. Saturdays, I leave the world behind. Sundays, I'm in bed dreaming about Saturday.
Friday, January 8, 2010
Someone tell me where the fart can I get these in Singapore.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Khan hooked me up with a true masterpiece. All hail the Bloody Beetroots and Steve Aoki! Well I don't post videos on this blog but all you need to do is click the friggin link. So gogogo! Or Aoki will haunt your dreams tonight. Wooo..
Its not a good start to a new year. I'm as patient as I can be. I don't get pissed out of nothing. I don't beat people up for fun. You know me long enough. I treat you as a brother all along. I appreciate everything you do for me. I have absolutely no grudge for you. I love all my friends. But tonight, you asked for it. I never thought I'd do this to a friend as close as you. I'm sorry. My anger took the better of me. Ice up and please get well soon.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
The last photos of 2009.
Happy 2010!
Friday, January 1, 2010
I had one hell of a night. But most importantly, I had one hell of a year. I had everything packed into 2009. Ups and downs, events affecting the rest of my life, experimenting new stuffs and lifetime memories.
2009 would make a great movie. I've watched myself on international stage, I've watched my dreams shattered, I've watched my hopes crushed, I've watched my future hanging on a thread, I've watched people changed, I've watched myself changed. And surely I got myself welcomed into the real world.
On the bright side, out of all 18 years of my life, this year taught me the most. I've learned why I can't have everything, I've learned to make sacrifices, I've learned to accept setbacks, I've learned to be professional, I've learned to be independent, I've learned to live without money, I've learned how to work my own sweat out for money, I've learned why we should only trust ourselves, I've learned how to differentiate what's fantasy and what's real, what's forever and what's temporary, I've learned why we make mistakes, I've learned how to put myself in people's shoes, I've learned how to understand and I've learned why some things are just not meant to be.
Surely, life is about give and take. I've been giving. Now I wanna start taking. So here are my resolutions:
Get my car license, this time for real. Pass all modules, retain no more. Get my operation done, asap. Get both feet back into football, come back stronger. Go for loads of overseas trips. Try new stuffs, live psychedelic. Make friends. Stay friends with people I know. Stop depending on people. Find happiness within me, not others Have faith in me, not others. Work for my own money. Work hard, play harder. Make my family proud.
This is that one period of life where time flies by without even realising. I wanna make it worth watching. 17 and 18 made a world of a difference. Lets see how much difference 18 and 19 can make.
