I, Fariss Haiqel Boulala came to life on 21st February 1991, only God knows why.
Since then, Bengali, Malay, Chinese, Javanese, and football are in my blood.
I'm 1.82metres tall. I'm not heavy but I consider myself a heavyweight in my own world.
I do anything I want and I'll do anything to get what I want.
It's not that I can't accept defeat. I'm just born to win.
I'm as ambitious as Hitler. Fear me not though. I'm a nice guy, really.
But try me if you insists. I would love that.
Sometimes hanging out with friends brings us into real deep conversations. Opinions are meant to be shared. Advices are meant to be welcomed. But at the end of the day, I know myself best. Only I know what I want.
I'd be lying to say I'm not hoping. I have all my hopes on one. Risky I know, but I just can't help it. Only one can me make feel this way. And only one beautiful word with four letters can explain. I've tried with or without this. In a certain way, it has become a commitment. People come telling me I'm too nice and that I'm putting myself in frustration. I say its because I always believe in karma. So I want to treat people the way I want people to treat me. A couple of times, she claims I'm her best, still her best. But I don't succumb to complacency. Besides one moment you can be on top, the next moment you can be rock bottom. So I'm always mentally prepared. Still, I vow to faith and eternity.
17 is young. Gone through it. One year makes a big difference for me. So go explore but don't drift too far. Yeah, live your life your way. Cos I'm doing the same. Your every single smile is my happiness.
You really are my ecstasy, my real life fantasy.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Wooo... Love triangle. I think I really digg this, Clem. Loafers, my eyes are on you.
And if you realise, I changed my 'about me' section. Solid, don't you think? So me.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Selamat Hari Raya Haji peeps! Here's some considerable thoughts for post raya celebration plans. Another heavyweight is in town. So if you're not planning to just lay back on a Saturday night, Laidback Luke's hitting Zouk. I think he really looks like Samir Nasri.
And oh, if you're wondering, I'm not a party animal or whatever you call it. I'm just in love with House.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Show me those tiny round objects and I'm ready to roll. It just feels like the time.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
With the month of December just a blink away, there's a million reasons why I'm actually desperate for money.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Benny Benassi is blasting his masterpieces in Zouk right now, while I'm at home trying to sleep while listening to his tracks on repeat. Just got my hair trimmed. And I look like an idiot. Brother Bear! I need improvisations tomorrow. Or I'll shave your eyebrows while you're asleep.
Someone's still up nagging from the living room. Old people just don't get it, do they? I really feel like running far away, for a long long time. If only my printer can print money.. So if I go missing one fine day, don't get all so paranoid and no need to dial the cops. I'll be alright, having the time of my life. And oh, how long must I wait for my operation?!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Benny Benassi in Singapore.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Dearest Almighty, lighten up her dimmest nights, let her be herself again, bless her with the energy and health she used to have, put a smile across her face. And I swear I'll smile along. Amin.
Monday, November 16, 2009
Nothing is as annoying as I can't sleep again.
And nothing is as irresistable as I miss you again.
Nothing as true as us.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Play the memories.
Hit restart.
Pause it at our favourite parts.
And skip the goodbyes.
Because when this started, it was never meant to end.
Monday, November 9, 2009
As weakness leaves your body, you grow in strength. As your soul rests in bed, believe that a good day awaits you. Because I still believe, that God answers my prayers. Let me be the one you'll drain your pain to.
Sometimes hanging out with friends brings us into real deep conversations. Opinions are meant to be shared. Advices are meant to be welcomed. But at the end of the day, I know myself best. Only I know what I want.
I'd be lying to say I'm not hoping. I have all my hopes on one. Risky I know, but I just can't help it. Only one can me make feel this way. And only one beautiful word with four letters can explain. I've tried with or without this. In a certain way, it has become a commitment. People come telling me I'm too nice and that I'm putting myself in frustration. I say its because I always believe in karma. So I want to treat people the way I want people to treat me. A couple of times, she claims I'm her best, still her best. But I don't succumb to complacency. Besides one moment you can be on top, the next moment you can be rock bottom. So I'm always mentally prepared. Still, I vow to faith and eternity.
17 is young. Gone through it. One year makes a big difference for me. So go explore but don't drift too far. Yeah, live your life your way. Cos I'm doing the same. Your every single smile is my happiness.
You really are my ecstasy, my real life fantasy.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Wooo... Love triangle. I think I really digg this, Clem. Loafers, my eyes are on you.
And if you realise, I changed my 'about me' section. Solid, don't you think? So me.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Selamat Hari Raya Haji peeps! Here's some considerable thoughts for post raya celebration plans. Another heavyweight is in town. So if you're not planning to just lay back on a Saturday night, Laidback Luke's hitting Zouk. I think he really looks like Samir Nasri.
And oh, if you're wondering, I'm not a party animal or whatever you call it. I'm just in love with House.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Show me those tiny round objects and I'm ready to roll. It just feels like the time.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
With the month of December just a blink away, there's a million reasons why I'm actually desperate for money.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Benny Benassi is blasting his masterpieces in Zouk right now, while I'm at home trying to sleep while listening to his tracks on repeat. Just got my hair trimmed. And I look like an idiot. Brother Bear! I need improvisations tomorrow. Or I'll shave your eyebrows while you're asleep.
Someone's still up nagging from the living room. Old people just don't get it, do they? I really feel like running far away, for a long long time. If only my printer can print money.. So if I go missing one fine day, don't get all so paranoid and no need to dial the cops. I'll be alright, having the time of my life. And oh, how long must I wait for my operation?!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Benny Benassi in Singapore.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Dearest Almighty, lighten up her dimmest nights, let her be herself again, bless her with the energy and health she used to have, put a smile across her face. And I swear I'll smile along. Amin.
Monday, November 16, 2009
Nothing is as annoying as I can't sleep again.
And nothing is as irresistable as I miss you again.
Nothing as true as us.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Play the memories.
Hit restart.
Pause it at our favourite parts.
And skip the goodbyes.
Because when this started, it was never meant to end.
Monday, November 9, 2009
As weakness leaves your body, you grow in strength. As your soul rests in bed, believe that a good day awaits you. Because I still believe, that God answers my prayers. Let me be the one you'll drain your pain to.
