I have to stop being such a pessimist. Although things are not really going my way, I solely believe in faith. And faith tells me I'll surely be where I want to be one day. I have nothing to worry about. Things are going to be just fine in every single aspects of my life. Be it studies, career, football, love, friends or family. If you think I'm not somebody, you should think again. I've gone this far and I'll go further. I think I've been doing well in everything that I have committed myself into. Nothing can go in between me and whatever I believe is worth committing into. I am very sure I'm mature enough to know what is good and what is bad. And if ever I should fail, I know I've tried my best and if my best is not good enough, then I know that God have prepared me something better in the future. Besides, everything happens for a reason. We, humans are bound for wrong choices but there are never bad choices cos every wrong choice is a good one because they teach you lessons.

I love people around me and I know they don't hate me. I appreciate and treasure them and I want to be real nice to them because if ever any loved ones or even myself have to leave, I want to be remembered for the good things.

From today onwards, when I wake up every morning, the plain white ceiling will tell me that its going to be a great day and everything will be just fine. Then I'll just put a smile on my smelly morning face even if brother bear thinks I'm crazy. :D

Smiles and laughters will drown your sorrows. Alcohol will wake you up the next morning in regret and welcome back all your sorrows you thought you have drowned.

Justin and T.I, the heart of me is strong today.

And Salam Ramadhan!