I, Fariss Haiqel Boulala came to life on 21st February 1991, only God knows why.
Since then, Bengali, Malay, Chinese, Javanese, and football are in my blood.
I'm 1.82metres tall. I'm not heavy but I consider myself a heavyweight in my own world.
I do anything I want and I'll do anything to get what I want.
It's not that I can't accept defeat. I'm just born to win.
I'm as ambitious as Hitler. Fear me not though. I'm a nice guy, really.
But try me if you insists. I would love that.
Now dig this. I got 1 module debarred, failed 4 modules, and passed only 3. My GPA for this semester is 0.48. Yeah, you heard that right, mothafucka. 0.48 out of 4. Tell me how I'm gonna break this to my parents. Maybe I dont have to, cos I don't want to upset them. I don't know if I'm repeating the failed modules or if I'm expelled. Because by right, if I fail more than 3 modules, I'll get dismissed from the polytechnic. By left, don't ask me. Both ways, I'm still either a school drop-out or the worst student in Ngee Ann Poly. I can't keep asking myself what happened to my life because I deserve this for being lazy and irresponsible. Its been forseeable. So fuck me.
On the bright side, we lost against Tampines Rovers just now. Which means we're out of the FA Cup. Hooray! Lesser competitions to commit to. -.-
And to you, thanks for showing such concern. Your littlest efforts can make me smile and stare for a while. I'll be fine, no worries. In this condition, sometimes, I wish you're still here telling me to stand up. Like you always used to. But nice to know you've been smiling.
Now dig this. I got 1 module debarred, failed 4 modules, and passed only 3. My GPA for this semester is 0.48. Yeah, you heard that right, mothafucka. 0.48 out of 4. Tell me how I'm gonna break this to my parents. Maybe I dont have to, cos I don't want to upset them. I don't know if I'm repeating the failed modules or if I'm expelled. Because by right, if I fail more than 3 modules, I'll get dismissed from the polytechnic. By left, don't ask me. Both ways, I'm still either a school drop-out or the worst student in Ngee Ann Poly. I can't keep asking myself what happened to my life because I deserve this for being lazy and irresponsible. Its been forseeable. So fuck me.
On the bright side, we lost against Tampines Rovers just now. Which means we're out of the FA Cup. Hooray! Lesser competitions to commit to. -.-
And to you, thanks for showing such concern. Your littlest efforts can make me smile and stare for a while. I'll be fine, no worries. In this condition, sometimes, I wish you're still here telling me to stand up. Like you always used to. But nice to know you've been smiling.
