As much as I want things to be like how it used to be,
I can only try my best but God is the one who decides.
You seem to be keen moving on instead.
I'm not sure what went wrong.
Mum was right.
"The slightest wrong move can result you in
losing someone so suddenly and unexpectedly.
And that's when you wish you should have done much more."
Indeed.
I didn't see it coming.
Maybe you just deserve better.
Maybe I'm not good enough for you.
I don't want to give up.
I just don't know what to do.
Cos I don't know what's on your mind.
What's on your heart is for you to find out.
Only you know how you feel.
Follow your heart.
Then nature will take its course.
Just so you know,
I've never wanted things to go this way.
I can't forget you.
I had never wanted something so much before.
You've made an mark in my life.
You've made a tatoo in my heart.
Like I said, I'm not running away.
Always within reach.
Jauh di mata, dekat di hati.
As you move on to the next chapters of your life,
more and new faces will appear.
I think there are already.
They will shine for you, I'm sure.
I wish you all the best.
Just be careful of the wild world out there,
for I care.
Who knows things will be like before or even better.
Who knows.
Happy Birthday to you.
Love you.
So there you go. A total outburst of feelings.. Anyways, I've been like a pig lately. Lots and lots of sleep and I'm still tired. My body's been really weak from fever. But I'm recovering though. Temperature's back to normal. So say yay! Fariss is back! It's been really rough for me. I hope things will start going my way.
